Pain, Pain and More Fucking Pain

Whoever said that I'd feel much fucking better after I had my fucking tonsils out was the biggest bastard liar ever fucking invented! I am in so much fucking agony I'd scream if I could! I can't fucking talk, everything sounds like a hoarse whisper. I can't fucking eat even though I'm fucking starving. My diet consists of water and the odd cup of tea. The drugs I'm on are doing fuck all in my opinion, except pissing me off every 6 hours. I haven't fucking slept in two days which is really pushing me over the edge. I have major ear aches in both ears and everyday I feel worse than the day before. I thought the idea was that I would get fucking BETTER! I'm in the foulest mood I have ever been in and I feel like fucking crying everytime I want to shout at someone but can't. I've had enough of crap daytime television and the shit that is on every channel at 3/4 o'clock in the morning (why the fuck does every channel ever have a fucking nobody hosting a call-in quiz show that even a foetus could win in the wee hours of the morning? Havent these channels heard of fucking reruns? Thank god there is one channel that will keep me from pulling my eyes out as theyre showing Baywatch and Joan of Arcadia reruns). Just because most normal people are asleep at that time doesnt mean that the fucking schedule should consist of crap - have some consideration for the insomniacs, night workers and ill people up at that time that do not wish to have their IQ halved!
Right I'm going to go and spend more money on Ebay on shit I don't really need but want to cheer myself up with.
Hope y'all feel better than I do!
XxX