C'est la vie!

Why is it that when I get attached to someone, something shitty comes along and ruins it for me? Am I masochistic and only chose men I cant really have? Or is it sheer dumb luck that someone more attractive comes along and takes them away from me?

Sorry to all who read my rantings but at the moment i'm on a bit of a low due to some very unhappy news i've just recieved. Maybe i'm not meant to have what I want - especially in love. Maybe subconsciously I dont really want it - I've been in love twice and it totally fucked me up for months afterwards. It's not healthy!
Especially for you - Look I know the situation and I totally understand your position (for God's sake I've been there) but I can't help feeling so disappointed. I always thought that at some point we'd be together but at the moment it doesn't look like we will ever be together like I want.

Oh well, some things are just not meant to be - and maybe we are one of those? As long as you are still in my life, even if it is only as friends, I'll be just as happy!
Love You. Love Me XXXX